Gordon MacDonald in his book, Building Below The Waterline, listed some questions he often asks himself as he reflects on his spiritual journey. Here they are:
- Am I too defensive when asked questions about the use of my time and the consistency of my spiritual disciplines?
- Have I locked myself into a schedule that provides no rest or fun times with friends and family?
- What does my day planner say about time for study, general reading, and bodily exercise?
- What about the quality of my speech? Do I whine and complain? Am I frequently critical of people and institutions, or of those who clearly do not like me?
- Am I drawn to TV shows or entertainment that do not reflect my desired spiritual culture?
- Am I tempted to stretch the truth, enlarge numbers that are favorable to me, or tell stories that make me look good?
- Do I blame others for things that are my own fault or the result of my own choices?
- Is my spirit in a state of quiet so I can hear God speak?
The only caution I would give when asking questions like these is this: don’t forget the Gospel. You are not accepted by God because of how well you can answer these questions. You are accepted by God because of how well Jesus performed on your behalf. The Gospel is the means and the motivation to live above reproach in these areas. So take a good look at your soul and your life, but as you do, take ten looks at Christ and what He has done for you.
GB
